Not quite sure what is going on with me but I feel like the recovering alcoholic who has just started drinking again.
After what was my most meaningful lent I have a deep emptiness and loneliness and it seems that I can't get on the same page as our Lord and a divide has developed between us.
I am not absorbing not letting him come to me. The struggle continues on a daily basis. Even though I realize the situation I don't know how to fix it. Sharing this helps but for now pray for me that things get righted.